I don't know where I have been!!!!

My last post was Mar.11... yikes!  I don't know how that much time has gone by.  I feel like I have been hiding or in a hole somewhere.  I look at my blog and x out of it.  Nothing to say... or to much to say....  anyway, I decided to start typing  and see where it goes.
The last couple of weeks have been an emotional roller coaster for me.  Without boring you with crazy details it has been a mixed bag of teenage struggles.  I am not new to this, I have two older sons, so why am I having such a hard time here?  Who knows!  I know that I am older and while I would like to think that some wisdom comes with that I can't seem to find it.  Anyhoo, that's enough of that.

So while looking for inspiration in blogland I discovered some very thought provoking words from this site...  I was stopped in my tracks. It occurred to me that these few words were screaming at me and I quickly realized that I had to stop and think... what was I doing, if anything, that made me happy?  Answer... not much.
I love to be creative and when that is put on the back burner I start to feel empty and then all these other things move in to take up the space.  I am trying to find some balance and I suppose realizing that there is a need for balance is the first step.  Getting behind the camera is one thing that calms my inner craziness.
How 'bout you?  What calms your inner craziness?